Medicaton for Parkinson's: To Take or Not to Take, That is the Question?
I needed to find out more about Parkinson's first. How about you? Did you immediately start by taking levodopa? I didn't even have a toehold in the community or anyone to ask my questions to. So first I froze, fingers in ears and humming loudly.
I told 3 friends in texts. “Dear Corrine, I've got
Parkinson's. I am going to bike and do ballroom dancing. How are you?”
My husband got me 2 books by Michael J. Fox from the library. They sounded ok. I wrote down positive quotes from “A Funny Thing Happened on the Way to the Future”:
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“It’s catastrophe that offers the most promise
for an even richer life.”
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“The reality is that things change, how will I
perceive that change?”
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“You've had help all along. And as the path
widens or narrows, new and powerful influences will enter your life and aid
your progress.”
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“Things turn out best for people who make the
best of way things turn out.”
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“Surrender, you are not in control.” DAAA, I had just had a heart attack and 5
stents put in 2 months ago, I already knew I wasn't in control.
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“Acceptance simply means acknowledging the
reality of a situation, that it's truth is absolute.” The last one I was having
trouble with- I go in and out of the denial stage. Or maybe I've hit the anger
stage with the DAAA.......
The other book was “Always Looking Up” What I got most out of
that book was The Michael J. Fox Foundation.
And when I googled that, up popped the Parkinson's Foundation. Both had a beginner’s guide. Both guides were
good and not scary. I could read them.
And then one day, I girded my loins, and called the support line for the Parkinson's Foundation. I talked, in my new, at times, whispery voice, to Linda. She had worked for the foundation for 20 years and was indeed support. We talked about my scared images of my mother's Parkinson's journey, that I hold within me. She stressed that 2900 research projects are going on right now. Lots of good changes have happened in the last 20 years since my mom struggled with this. She talked about hope. She told me every one is different (I'm not my mom, I'm not my mom is my mantra) and about another kind of medication that some neurologists give people to start with- Maobinhibitors. And about how exercise is now known to be wonderful for People with Parkinson's. We talked about the Tango!
She was a blessing. She invited me to call back, to talk again.
If you would like to talk to
someone: Call 1-800-4PD-INFO
(473-4636) or email Helpline@Parkinson.org and get your PD questions answered
in English and Spanish. We’re open weekdays from 9 a.m. to 8 p.m.
So do I now message my Dr. and ask about Maobinhibitors? Then
I will need to admit I haven't started the medicine she told me to. I don't
think Doctors like patients who don't follow their advice. Do I care? Uh, yes I
do. What do I gain from taking Seinimet? Linda said it works fast compared to
the Maobinhibitors. But will I get side effects, that will scare me? Yes, I did
read the page of facts that came with the medicine. Do I gain from waiting to
start taking Sinemet? I have heard that
it losses its strength and you need to keep taking more and more. And then you
get more side effects.
Stay tuned,
Nancy who doesn't have tremors yet. Well not many.
One of the quotes reminded me of something Tom often says, "Acceptance does not mean approval." It has helped me move forward through several crappy circumstances. I am glad you're reaching out to a variety of resources for information and support, to help you through all the stages of this unwelcome journey.
ReplyDeleteI don't know how to tango, but I do love to dance! If you want some company as you exercise, or need to vent, or want a new shoulder to cry on, you know where to find me.
Thank you Holly! The Tango is kind of awe inspiring for a 2 left feet kind of person. So far my exercise is not at a very vigorous level. but i'm working up to it. Each morning, when i use my stationary bike, i read at the same time and sort of saunter. And you my dear are a vigorous exerciser! So i think I need to buid up to be able to exercise with you! But i will.
DeleteMy dear lovely Nancy I am so sorry to hear you have Parkinson’s. I know your brain is going 100 miles an hour right now trying to grasp it and figure out your path.
ReplyDeleteI’m going to step away from the hundreds of things I know you can read and learn from to go a little different direction.
I would like to welcome you into our exclusive community. It’s one no one ever
choose to join but one where we always lovingly welcome new combers. Welcome to the world of people with disabilities. In my head I’ve had two lives; one before my disability and one after. Both very different but both very good! So happy birthday and welcome to your second life. I hope I can help you find all the joy and happiness you are entitled to in your new life the way many others have done for me in my second life. Please call on me anytime for anything. I’ll leave with a quote that a nurse told me one day. I have always remembered it and tried to live by it.
“Every day is a gift.
Every day is a blessing.
Every day is a party.”
Let’s have lots of parties!
Love you,
Theresa
Thank you Theresa, you are my hero and have been since I met you.
DeleteLove,
Nancy
Thanks Nancy but I never know how to respond to that. Honestly I just feel like a pretty average person, no hero. Just have always done what I have to do to get through the day. Trying to grab the little pieces that make the day “a party”! And to be thankful for the people in my life who have always kept me going, like you.
DeletePlease reach out when your ready and let’s party together !
Dear Theresa.
ReplyDeleteI am so grateful to read of the friendship you extended to Nancy and the beautiful words, "Please reach out when your ready, and let's party together."
Everyday is a gift and a blessing, as we aren't promised any tomorrows and yes, let's all dance, like no ones watching. :))
Sincerely,
Annette Mellon